The more I've been blogging lately, the better I've been feeling. Maybe it's just because I can write whatever I want in here, whenever I want. I don't have to please people, stick to a certain topic, address things specifically or even clearly for that matter. It's all just for me. Those of you who want to read this and follow it, awesome. I hope what I write entertains you to some extent. For those of you who don't, still awesome. Like I said, this isn't for anyone other than myself.
I love the feeling of doing something I used to. I used to go out with friends on a regular basis, I used to be the social butterfly. Now I stay at home a majority of the time, or I'm over at Nick's. For a while that was perfectly fine with me, but as soon as he leaves for work and I'm home alone, it's terrible. Sometimes I can manage to come up with things to do, and lately I've been getting better. But there was that period, where as soon as he left, I was done. I hated to be home without him, anywhere without him really. But anyways, back to my point. I love being creative and crafty like old times. Writing whatever I was feeling, and focusing on what I want to accomplish in life.
I had a really nice talk with Alexa again tonight, and we talked about our futures. What we want right now, how we hope it goes, and where we'll end up. It was nice to just be happy like old times. To have a best friend to talk to for hours. To get back into my craftyness. To feel included, not because it was necessary, but instead voluntarily.
I could get used to this. These whole "I'm feeling good again" types of days (: